繁忙的生活

最近真的忙到不可开交...睡觉的时间也没有，就因为某些功课上的原因，而导致我不够睡，脾气也很不好...
幸好的是我有个他一直陪着我，没他在，我不知道该怎么发泄我得心情...
上星期他带我去吃我最喜欢吃的东西，虽然知道他不喜欢吃，但我就不管怎么样的都要吃到..hehe
他还是带我去了，知道他很疼我，但是他就是不怎么表现出来，所以真的有时不知道他在想什么...>.<
这几天也是对他很不好，因心情不好的关系，就一直骂了他，还真委屈他了...对不起...Mashimaro

假期

从放假开始到现在。。。我好像什么都没有做到:P

只是学了点Photoshop来弄照片，虽然不是很好看，但我会更加努力的照出好照来...

今天不知道哪里经不对，突然的想写博格，但又不知道要写什么:)

他开始工作了，没什么时间理我了，有时间就是睡觉了，因他工作时间长又很迟才睡觉，所以每天都造成他不够睡=.=" 看了都心疼了>.<

不够敢一直去吵他，因怕会吵架。。。哈哈

所以咯，只好忍到圣诞节了。。haiz

下星期我都不会在这里，因我要和家人去巴厘岛度假去咯...哈。。好期待。。。

我要在那里拍很多照回来，和大家分享 :)

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最近也买了书回来看看，但不知道好不好看...

如果好看我会推荐下下....

K書到瘋了

離Final的日子越來越近了，心里也越來越害怕，壓力更不用説了>.<
而我21嵗生日是要在奮鬥中度過的，有夠慘的T.T
這次比上一次還困難，我希望可以勝任啦...
BNMCI的朋友加油咯，..我們一定要合格...haha


考試一旦結束我一定要玩到底...haha

了解

怎么发现我越来越不了解你了，还是我从来都没有了解过你...
为什么我要的你都做不到呢？
我要的东西都很简单，就是想增加多点我们的回忆，因前天打开自己手写的日记和照片，才发现我们的回忆真的很少。
但你怎么就是不了解我的用意，就一直觉得我无理取闹，我知道有时我会有点，但我只不过只想要点纪念。但你好像认为都不重要，认定下辈子时间多的事。
但我的想法并不这么认为，因为我觉得明天的事没有人可以预料，何况是未来呢？现在能做的想做的都要去做，不要等到以后了才来后悔...
我一直想让他知道我的想法，但他怎么就是不了解不明白似的...

我也不知道明天我自己会发生什么事...所以我想要做的事都想去做，但有时还是力不从心。。。
我只想跟着自己的心走。想做就做，不想后果先，知道这是一个不好的个性。。。但如果你一直想着后果是怎么样，那做那事一定不是很专注...

有时想你时，你在哪里？
想要你陪时，你在哪里？
想要你关心，你在哪里？
心情不好时，你在哪里？
哭泣想找个肩膀，你又在哪里呢？

有些我不强求这么多。。。有你我其实已满足，但回忆呢？我想要更多...
那以后我们就有多几个话题聊，想起也能一起的笑，那不是很好吗？
为什么你就是不明白呢？

Weekend~~~

Weekend over again i felt like didn't did anythings in this weekend. Sat and Sun stayed in hostel and spent with my computer and my bed...i slept till 230pm only woke up@@ 1st time i woke up so late. ha
After dinner with my friends and i thought can started to do own things already. But another committee asked me to discuss about the general meeting=.=" my plan is gone again even my plan is the best for me, at the end sure be gone. haiz...Next time i don't plan things in my weekend>.<
General meeting is about club meeting with members. We will tell them about adventure club what we are doing in semester. This general meeting is organised by three newbie PR=.= quite crazy right? Three of us don't know what had to do even borrowed a projector also want friends to help=.="
A lot of things have to submit a demo to the relate department.=.="
But i think is a good happened lets us to learn how to run the process.

Yesterday i spent my afternoon in my friend room as distribute the general meeting job. This things quite annoying me, luckily i got a smart friend to help me. haha

Tomorrow is the finalist so have to come out something during in the meeting...haiz....But i think we try our best already...Don't care about the end good or bad, i know i learned a lot in this meeting....Next Wed is the General Meeting, Hope to see u guys....^^

Boring~~~

Why my holiday of dec so boring ...nth can do n everyday in home...haiz
Where is my frens? haiz
What can i do~~~haiz
Monday 7pm have a dinner with my best fren
Tue Consider going to SG with fren but she vy early wan to go out ady...around 630am=.=|||
Wed continue stay at home...someone wan go bk penang with mum...leave my alone at jb>.<
Thurs Packing my luggage as going to KL seminar....
Friday in KL...At night have a dinner at Legend hotel
Sat n Sun Have a seminar.....

Holiday...

I came bk my hometown had one week ago...but i in home do nothing...sigh
so i login to write my blog...hehe
I'm good gal i have accompany with mum n fetch her go shopping ^.^
My best friends not free and busy their own things...
My Mr.Tin also not time to accompany me and he wants to "date"with his assignment T.T
What should i do in my lonely day....Sleep till the clock after 12pm only wake up, play psp everyday and watch drama...all drama almost let me "eat"finish already...sigh....
Maybe will going my dear pearly's home and chatting with her....but scare she busy to prepare her STPM....
Wednesday i want go taiwan ady....so exciting....can't wait anymore!!!haha

Final

Finally, i came back into blogger as i didn't touched it for a long time already....
Today i have that mood to write my blog...
Recently, what i am doing? i had fight with my final exam...But my last paper on tmr morning 8am!!!
After the exam allow me have a nice dream and rest...Another good news is i have 2 months holiday!!wow!!!!i have to enjoy it...wakaka..
I wanna to plan my wonderful holiday...haha
1st i will going bk my home in jb...
2nd i will going taiwan on 11 nov...i wan go there eat alot n buy a lot things...hehe
others i still planning....in process...
i will update my blog....tell my frens how i enjoy my holiday...hehe

Anywhere, i hope my last paper won't difficult and i can handle it...Pray~~~

Worried

When i awake, i have already worried about it....
This morning my fren called and ask me "SKIP" the ENL class>.<
Why want me to skip class....Because transformers is showing start from this week....That's why they asked me to skip...ha
Anywhere, i have go class la...haha...because i wan to get my ENL test result....
That is my worried.....because i don't how much i will get......but i guess will be worst ba.....haiz

My dinner~~~

This is my dinner....haha
2 packs maggie mee....when i finish this, pretty full=.="
Before i cook maggie, i 'm vy hungry...so i decided to cook 2 packs...haha
after that, i regretted cause is too much ady....
Anywhere, i have finished it...Because dont waste food....haha

Tired...

I feel tired lately...
How come like that?

I have many trouble when i study....
am i stupid ?
Why i work harder much is getting nothing...

I want to give up anythings...
May i do that?

I have already wasted a lot of time in my childhood...
At that time, i don't like studied anymore...
When i have become mature..
I release too late already...

Nowadays, Am i have chance to change it ?
Maybe i can do it, if i don't give up....

COME BACK AGAIN

Wahaha...have a long time didnt log in this blog...Because lazy to write blog.lolz
Anywhere, i have to start write my blog from today. i will be updating my blog and try my best update some photo...hehe

i have nothing happen to me...In morning, just woke up and went to class. My class finished at 3o'clock. During MPW class, lecturer has gave a quiz for us suddenly>.<
He didnt mention have a quiz on today...DIE liao lo....i didnt study it because all is malay and i hate the malay so for me is difficult studied. Luckily, my lecturer lets us opened book to find answer.
Even i opened book couldn't find some of answer in book>.< He gave us that quiz a bit difficult...
By the way, i really am hungry==
i havent eat my lunch yet...
After done that quiz, i had my lunch with my MPW classmate.hehe
After that, i went back my room and try to hack some of games...hehe
Until 530pm, i considered want go to play frisbee... i quite lazy go to out, when i went back room...like a "宅女"lolz...
Finally, i have decided going to play frisbee...hehe
Dinner at 730 pm, i didnt went back take a bath and direct went out have my dinner...
We're chating almost 2 hours at there...we have a lot of things can share with each others...haha

Around 10 pm, we only went back hostel...ha
My inti's quite interesting on today, not like before few days, damn bored in that few days...
stop in here....i want go to sleep lo...nitenite

Happy Valentine day

Yesterday, i have a simple valentine's day with him.^^

This is our first time celebrate valentine's day, although we are together almost 3 years. Because he studys at Nilai before so we hard to celebrate, but this time different cause i am Nilai too...hehe
we are simply in campus celebrate, because we are lazy to go out which have many couple go out, we don't like many people place, that's day outside like "people mountain people sea"...
Also having dinner at outside's campus restaurant haha...that's shop waitress gave us chocolate...hee we haven't eat chocolate haha....
Almost 7pm he was go back, because he has somethings need to do. i also need to start my revision.ha whole day didn't study already...haha
so but hard working at the night.
I'm very happy, wish we can celebrate every valentine's day. hehe